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Realization

2012-01-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

It's been a long journey and we don't know where we will be. After so much happened in the journey, I realized that people really do change. But what made the change? You, me or us?

You were a great assistant, in whatever I do. You were a great pillar, whenever I fall. But now, the pillar collapsed, so where do I go?

Working in a team was never easy; no one said it was easy. Although it may be tough, but you decided to embark onto this journey. You embarked with hopes, passions and supports. While walking through halfway, you realized that "hope, passion and supports" were drifting away from you. You didn't wish it will drift off but at times, all these can't be controlled. You tried to salvage, you did essential actions to make it stays but you failed one after another.

I knew you placed in lots of efforts, I saw all your hard work. But at times, you act on impulse. There were so much more the future may brings and that was hidden behind your passion. We were all once blinded with passion and love, and we have to use the hard way to make us came to realization. I thinking this will be your hard way? But how can we rectify and help you with this?

Do you ever know that your words broke our hearts? I can't accept that those words were from you. Did you think of the majority or just yourself? I know you're tired, but do you know that "responsibility" plays a more important role than "tired"? I hope as time goes by, you will actually realize what we mean.

From now till then, time will reveal what is meant to be revealed.

Xoxo,
Janice

Have you ever

2012-01-12T09:02:00.001+08:00

Have you ever thought of what people are thinking in their mind?

Just like when you are on board with other 20 passengers, you have a destination in your mind but how about them? Are they taking to work, school, shopping, etc.? Some are taking with with another friend, partner or family. So where will they be going and what are their thoughts at that point of time?

At times, peeps stared into blank and I will wonder what's on their mind. Is it the same as mine? How is it like when they are feeling stress? Will it be the same? I won't say it will be the same as we are still one unique individual but have you thought of what will be in their mind?

Perhaps I should study psychology.

Xoxo,
Janice

「你可知道」

2012-01-10T23:27:00.001+08:00

你可知道
當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你

她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼
而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她
女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.
她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，
她以為你不在乎她……
請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻
去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水.
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！
希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人
她們為你付出過，不求回報卻希望你們能夠讀懂，
能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人就意味著失去了整個世界...

TWO-ZERO-ONE-TWO

2012-01-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

2011 had came to an end and here welcoming 2012.

Reflection if 2011:

2011 is rather peaceful as compared to the other years. Being year 2 in school and 2.1's results were much better than in 1.2. Everything went on smoothly except that there were friends departing from my life and my grandparents admitted into the hospital at the start of the year. It made me realized that how important love ones are and how fragile a life can get. Treasure those who are still with you.

Sad things aside and now, sharing some memorable things that happened in 2011. In year 2011, I turned 18. Celebrated my 18th birthday with a small BBQ. Only invited those closer ones. Really appreciate those who turned up. Will give all these huge celebrations a break till 21st. This 2 years will just celebrate with different groups of people.

And in 2011, my dearest boy turned 21. I made him a huge surprised. I planned a Chalet celebration for him. It wasn't as easy as I thought. Did think of giving up half way through the planning but it's the smile I know I will get to see from him made me going till the very last bit. It was a success. Most people I invited turned up and most importantly, the boy enjoyed himself.

One of the biggest event in 2011 was that I went to Cambodia for OCP once again. This time round, I was being forced to be out of my comfort zone. Everything was like back to basic. But it was a real good experience for me and made me realize how fortunate I am to have both my parents with me and such a cozy family. And when I am back after the 10 days, my lovely dad revamped my room. It made me really very touched! Thank you daddy, mommy!

As for baby and I, everything is going very smoothly. We are walking into our 3rd year soon and I am glad to have him playing a part in my life. Thanks for everything.

And so, good bye 2011 and HELLO 2012!

Resolution for 2012:

1) Achieve better results in this semester

2) Work hard and earn more money

3) To love my family, baby and friends more

4) To slim down

Alright, shall await what's 2012 prepared for me.

Allow 2011 to be a lesson learnt and 2012 is the road to be embarked!

Xoxo,

Janice

30th Dec 2011: When we REUNITE once again..

2012-01-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

They are the group of people who made my Secondary School/NPCC days more lively. Did I tell you guys before? 11 of us came from different Primary School and a drastic age gap from 19-26. But fate actually brought us together and allow us to have the chance to treasure one another. And yes, we formed a group named "The GG-ers". We are the group of people who can be very fun yet very serious. And now, since it's a fun factor, we will enjoy till our maximum. We are as crazy as anyone else can be.

After 6 months, we finally have our beloved Hui Qun back and so, we decided to meet up. We had steamboat and it's a form a "reunion" dinner for the group. I gave the idea of coming to my place for a gambling, steamboat and drinking session. All came, except 1 but it's okay, we will have more chances. And here the day begins..

First group photo with the most number of group members. Out of 40 group photos, we only had 2 that is decent&innocent. From this you will know how "playful" we can get.

Started of with steamboat. Took about 2 hours to eat and cleared most of the food for lunch&dinner in just that 2 hours.
After lunch, we started off with Majong. The "elderly" played the big tiles while the "teenagers" played the smaller ones.
After playing, we had steamboat for dinner and came along with desserts! Chocolate Fondue and Durian cake from Hong Xiang's Gf!
After Dessert session, we continued playing blackjacks and the 2nd last activity of the day: Hui Qun's belated 21st Birthday. It was a surprise for her and we purposely gotten her 21 candles! Yes, it was a success! Thanks Deir's mom for paying for the cake! (:
After which, they still have some time before the last bus and so, the finale was "drink drank drunk".
It's a simple day with awesome people.
We had joy, We had fun, We had seasons in the sun...
It was my pleasure to have them in my life.

Xoxo,
Janice

21st Dec; Met up with BGF

2011-12-29T21:11:00.001+08:00

&so, after the meet up with Darling, head over to meet BGF. It's been real long since we met up as she was busy with her A levels. Must enjoy your 8 months of holidays okay! You deserve this good rest! Hope that will be able to meet you up more often!

Xoxo,
Janice

21st Dec; Virgin to High Tea

2011-12-26T14:07:00.002+08:00

Finally, it is a dream come true. We finally set a date together and come out for our Afternoon Tea. Trying to be "tai-tai" for the first time. Not so bad after all! After doing some research, we decided to choose The Regent Hotel as our destination. Met up with Darling and traveled there!

So they gave us a box of tea leaves and we are suppose to choose the one we want. So I chose the Organic Vanilla and Darl chose Rose flavour. And both turned out to be awesome! After which, here comes our 3-tier food! It's so yummy and we couldn't finish all. We were already so full at the 2nd layer.
We enjoyed ourselves totally!

This is our favourite picture! ;)
Darling, hope will be able to meet you soon! &thanks for the treat!

Xoxo,
Janice

18th December; Where my holiday starts

2011-12-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

The first day out after my MST. Super awesome! Went out with the boy since afternoon. Went to have dinner in Clementi's Ajisen before heading to NUS for Joanne's performance!

We both tried new things. Mine's Curry Veg Ramen and baby's Stone Rice. Stone rice is nice but the Ramen is a little blend. Disappointed.
Took a bus down to NUS and there's a heavy downpour. The bus only brought us to Faculty of Engineering and we have to run across the road to University Cultural Center. Joanne's performance was awesome! Hope that will have a chance to see more next time!
Joanne and I; 8 years and still counting (:

p/s oh yes, I got a new hair-cut!!

xoxo,
Janice

Holiday; White Christmas

2011-12-24T12:28:00.001+08:00

Exams are over and I'm currently enjoying my 2 weeks of holiday. In this Christmas Season, everyone are busy doing Christmas shopping and crazy over this "season of giving" despite in this monsoon season.

Basically, I'm busy with driving and work. Cleared module 2 of driving and TP have already been booked. Feeling anxious yet nervous but I do hope I can clear it at one go. As for work, I am still selling the same brand of bags but have already shifted to Takashimaya. I still prefer Tangs Plaza so much more! Don't like to wear formal to work, it's so inconvenient. But have to get use to it, I guess.

Gotten the chance to met with some darlings of mine. Really nice to see them once again after so long. Hope that will be able to spend more quality time with them more often. I will do a detailed post on those meet-ups with photos!

School's starting in a week time. Don't really look forward to it. After this term, will be out of school for my Internship (SIP). Having mixed feelings towards it..

Alright, till then...

Xoxo,
Janice

Half way through

2011-12-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

I'm currently in the midst of my MST. Left with a paper and it's ending on Friday before I shout "IT'S HOLIDAY!!!!"

I have so much to do this holiday. Will be starting to jot down my life-story. Will be back-tracking to when I'm 13? It's where my happening and fruitful life began. Chapters by chapters, you will get to know me more.

On top of that, will be busy working, earning moolah. Feeling so broke recently. Need to work to be able to go for Christmas shopping!

Lastly, will try my best to spend quality time with my family and friends!

Alright, shall rest! Today is a rest eye day! NetFund drained too much of my brain juices! Goodnight lovelies!

Xoxo,
Janice

Those day I missed most...

2011-12-10T09:38:00.001+08:00

I miss those times when....

I need not think of what to wear to school;
I need not produce MC when I didn't attend school;
I can sit in the class the whole day to wait for teachers instead of the home room system;
I can "decorate" my table as it will follow me through for 4 years;
The whole class will violate the school rules together and no one can do anything to us;
I can count on my friends on anything in the world;
We have dedicated teachers who will stay with us till late nights for revisions/night classes;
I have teachers' support despite I made a mistake;
our canteen were still less than $2;
We will know almost everyone in school when you're in your Senior Years;
Teachers will print past year's papers and prepare everything you needed for exams;
Our minds were simpler and the main worry is Olevels;
I have endless topics to talk with my good friends 24/7;
We will clap very loudly after a speaker is done with the talking during assembly...

I miss my 4 years in Secondary School, my 4 glorious years.
How about you?

Xoxo,
Janice

Goes on and on...

2011-11-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

If I can allow the time to go on and on till I say stop.
24 hours is never enough for me now.

Results

2011-09-21T13:22:00.001+08:00

Results were out last Friday. One of the few times I'm feeling so nervous. A few reasons why I'm so worried.

Firstly, I was worried I will fail my MCT and CDS. These 2 gave me a very big headache this semester. But luckily I pulled it through.

Secondly, I was hoping to clinch A for Dynamics as I'm doing good for all the quizzes and term test. And yes, it's an A.

To be honest, I feel that I did pretty well this semester as I have 2 As but the gpa just doesn't goes up! Alright, shall not be disheartened and still work towards it. Can't wait for next sem. Although I didn't get into the elective I wanted but I will study hard to go into local Uni. Go go go!!

Xoxo,
Janice

Massage

2011-09-20T07:19:00.001+08:00

Baby and I went for our virgin massage session in Tanjiong Katong. It's pretty A relaxing 60 mins and we felt so relax after that.

We went over to this shop beside the massage shop and they sells one of the best fish&chips! It's so fresh and yummy! Really can't wait for the next visit there!

Xoxo,
Janice

1st Star Kayakers

2011-09-19T16:20:00.001+08:00

Basically this weekend of mine is just so fruitful. The four of us finally went for our 1st star kayaking while the other 6 of gg-ers are awaiting for us to go for 2 star together.

Really can't wait for the 10 of us to go 2 star kayaking. Now, I'm filled with sunburns and it's so itchy yet painful.

Alright, have to wait for the next session on December with the rest before 2 star when Qun is back!

Xoxo,
Janice

Updates

2011-09-19T08:58:00.001+08:00

Halo-ha! I guess most people are enjoying the long semestral break like I do! So much to update but this will be a wordy post and following by pictorial posts.

Exam ended and I'm busy working, having driving lessons and also busy enjoying myself.

Approximately 7 more lessons to TP. Feeling excited yet worried. Just hope to clear once and I will be able to drive to school! Simply hate those long and dreading bus/MRT rides.

Now, I'm pretty much in need of money! So those who have job opportunity, do let me know! Thank you so much!

Alright, will do more pictorial updates later!
Ciao!

Xoxo,
Janice

UPDATES

2011-08-26T20:18:00.004+08:00

Taking a short break off studies to blog.

Today is the first day of my main exam and also the day which marks the end of my math modules (if I can't get into a local uni). So that will be at least 1.5years without math. I love math personally but I can't score as I am always very careless. My carelessness is really very serious kind.

My life is all about books recently and my boy is currently serving NS as a regular. Our time spent together is getting lesser. He is on a 24h, off and 8-5 basis. There's pros&cons actually, just how you look at it.

And today marks the 29th month being together with the boy. Still as loving as ever. I think we can get an award for it. :P Hope this "strong-ness" will stay with us.

I can't wait for this hectic holiday I am going to have. My schedule is full full full...
Right after my Dynamics paper on 31st, I will be having driving.
Same goes to 1st, 2nd, 5th, 5th, 8th, 15th, 22nd and 30th.

3rd Sept is my darling Liz's first month!
4th Sept I will be going to watch Swan Lake at MBS with baby. (his treat!)
5th Sept is Cambodia Trip Meeting.
17th&18 Sept will be going Kayaking with Samson, Deir and Kai Min.
24th-28th Sept, will be going to BKK! :D

That is for Sept. A longer list for Oct!

For my driving, I cleared Module 1 already! A few more lessons and there comes my TP! FYI, I passed my FTT! :))

Alright, that's all folks!
Will be back again!

Xoxo,
Janice

2011-08-08T23:21:00.002+08:00

HY IS GETTING A LITTLE BUSY RECENTLY!
Will be back to update soon!

2011-07-30T11:52:00.001+08:00

A very touching story...

"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy..I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.When we were just married, my wife said,Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so.I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.?I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.

At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.This so-called answer made her angry..She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.

But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile.

I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.

Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.The visualization of Dew became vague.On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded.The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her.

Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out.He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

我爱的他

2011-07-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

在两年前，我爱上了这位男生。这位男生和其他的男生很不一样。他很与众不同；很特别。他宠爱我的方式与别人不一样。当我做错了事情，他不会围护我反而他会责骂我。虽然有时我会觉得跟伤心不过想了想，我知道他是为我好。

虽然他的脾气不好，不浪漫，喜欢玩电脑游戏，很幼稚，约会常常迟到，快要把我气死，不过慢慢觉得他还满可爱的。而我也慢慢的习惯了。

我好像还满喜欢他的。

xoxo,
JANICE

A post for Family; NPCC

2011-07-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

When I was back into the room, it gave me a familiar feeling. I felt so much better when I see familiar faces. It all just gave me a sense of belonging. I was proud of every single one in the parade. You guys were wonderful today! Well done!

I was once like all of you in this family, having a top-notch passion in it and giving it as your first priority. Yes, my times are over and I have also let go. Let go not in a sense of given up but passed my duty and knowledge down to the next generation.

NPCC was once my everything. I spend merely everyday doing things on NPCC. I don't feel tired at all, it's seems to be a joy in doing all that. All of that I have done, I had never regret. At least I know, I once given in my best.

I gained a lot of things in it. Except all those awards, ranks, positions, posts but adding on, there's also experiences and friendships. This bond is actually more than the word "friendship". There is no one can describe this special bond of us. All those fond friendships, till this very date, it is still there. There is this internal force in us, telling our hearts it is time to go home and impressively, it gave us the strength and leads us home. I was glad, almost all turned up today. We didn't meet deliberately but we sees one another.

My story in this CCA is fond too. There were ups and downs too. At one point of time, I had my glory, my respects and everything. Those proud moments are I got the rank of Station Inspector, being able to be the Contingent IC, being able to present token of appreciation to GOH in my NP uniform and also, being able to find my true love. There's a saying "Not everyday is Sunday." I definitely agree with it. After all those glory that comes at once, I was being thrown till six feet under. From then, I believe that the sun will not always be on your side. There will sure be thunderstorm, somewhere, someday. Mine hit me rather hard but I take it as an experience.

Now, my years were over. I have done my part. I am not being able to give anymore into it. I have passed my strength and power to a secretive person. This person will be combining both of our strength and strive it through. This person will be able to do it, I have faith! To those who are still in it, give in your very best. Make an impact in your life. About 2-3 years down the road, when you are sitting down here typing all these, you will feels that it is meaningful and it's all worthwhile. Do not give yourself too much pressure. I believe if you have the passion, everything will falls in nicely. I believe you all can!

Xoxo,

Janice

The Proposal

2011-07-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

Here's a little good news to share with you guys. And also a shocking news I can say. So basically after 27 months being together with the boyfriend of mine, we finally had an ending.

On the 4th July, around 2am, he did a little proposal.Yes, I was shocked too. So here's the proposal.

We were talking through the phone as per usual just that that night, he didn't complain that he would want to sleep or tired. We were in our usual topics, talking about our past and I asked if he were to renovate his place after our marriage. He told me that he will leave all these to my decision. Out of the sudden, he talk to me about marriage. Something that he had never initiate in our topic before. And... "Let's ROM in when you are 24(which is 6 years from now) and have the ceremony 2 years after ROM, okay? Are you willing?" this question was being prompted by him to me. I was really shocked at that moment and did not know how should I answer him. Of course, I am grinning ear to ear after hearing it. I agreed to his "proposal" eventually.

After we hung up the call, I was jumping around my room. I was suppose to have lesson the next morning but I just could not get to sleep. I was just so happy! I simply feel like hugging him so tightly and tell him "Baby, I'm so grateful that you were want to have this irritating girl for the rest of your life. I thank you for wanting to be there and I love you." Even till the next day when I am back in school, I am just on cloud nine.

If everything goes as planned, we will ROM in 6 years time and the wedding bell will rings in 8 years time, on our 10th year anniversary. Await for our good news, okay?

Xoxo,

Janice

Updates

2011-06-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hello! I know it's been long ever since I blogged. Been busy with life. After the completion of my Term Tests, I started on with work and driving lesson. Now, back in school and also juggling work and driving all at a time. Call me a Superwoman!

Alright, attended baby's POP last Friday. Yes, he's now a 3rd SGT in MP. I just love him in his MP uniform. Handsome! When his family and I reached Pasir Laba, it gives me the feeling of back to HTA during the NPDP training. Their parade ground is so similar to HTA's!

I am proud of him definitely! I know he will have more things to do me proud in the future.

On Saturday, it's the first time I cried when I'm working for an event. Those aunties were so not corporative. I felt so stressed, didn't know what to do and cried on the spot. Felt so useless and just like a loser. It made me fear for working that this coming week. Oh no, how!

Sunday is our 27th months! Times flies indeed! 820 day together! I hope there's many more months to come!

On a lighter note, the boy is currently on a 8-5 basis. Last night, he came over my place and I cooked him dinner! This Saturday, I'm going to be the chief and whip something for the family! Weet!

Xoxo,
Janice

2011-05-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

My boy turned into a man.

Yesterday I went shopping in Bugis and bought my man This blazer and belt. I know he really love the blazer from G2000 but I cannot afford it. If it's not because my hands are tight for driving and mom's gift, I will definitely buy him that. Sorry, baby. Hope you still like this as much.

I think he looks... HANDSOME! Have to shop a nicer shoe for him maybe next week? (:

Xoxo,
Janice

26th

2011-05-25T23:41:00.001+08:00

It's the 4th year ever since we're in love and the 26th months ever since we are together. How amazing is that? Time flies, indeed.

This date seems rather significant. 2626, how nice, isn't it? It's been a long journey with my boy. It's not easy, never easy. But we were still as sweet as before. I had never thought of leaving or he would leave me.

Happy 2 years 2 months, baby! I love you.
Xoxo,
Janice

An Aquarian

2011-05-20T08:05:00.001+08:00

"Never seek for #Aquarians attention, it will only be annoying n turn off for us. U'll get our attention when U deserve it"

As an Aquarian, I find that this sentence is perfectly true. If you really deserve my attention, I will not fear and show you extra care but if you're not worth, I'm sorry off you go.

Actually it's very simple. I hate people who irritates me. Once you irritates me for the first time, I wont bother about you anymore. You guys may ask, "What's irritates?" irritate means you are asking things that you know and could be found out by yourself over and over again. I may told you the answer today but tomorrow, there you go again. That is where my anger will flare up. And don't feel sorry as I will never forgive you.

"if you deserve me, I will be there. If not, off you go.."

Xoxo,
Janice

Marriage

2011-05-18T15:38:00.001+08:00

"Marriage is not about 2 people, it's about 2 families."

I came to realize this a couple of months back and I think it's pretty true. Marriage is actually an agreement of 2 families. The bigger your family, it will be more difficult to come into an agreement, true? Well, it fears me when I have to leave my family and go over to stay with a new family.

I think it will be so difficult to get along with a new family. Taking the extra effort to know more about them and to know their likes and hates. I guess it will be so dreading.

There's also the pros of getting married. Of course, you are being able the one you love every single night and day. Spending the night in his/arms, telling him/her about what's the happening in the day.

Just hopes that my future in-laws will not be a hard nut to crack.

Xoxo,
Janice

2011-05-01T10:38:00.002+08:00

"I will always be there for you till death do us apart..."

This is the phrase that I have always been telling my boy. But recent incident kept me pondering about this phrase. "What if death really do us apart? How should I react? What should I do?" I doubt I am a strong person, therefore, I will breakdown for sure. I doubt I will be believing this fact, therefore I will hope it is a dream. I doubt I will be able to fall asleep, therefore, I will be browsing through your photos and ours. And the list goes on..

I had never thought what if one day the boy is going to leave me. It held me up just by the thought of it. But there is something I will do for sure. I will take care of his parents well if he were to leave one day. Oh well, this post seems to be so emotional uh?

Well, not to take life too easily, mates. It is so much more fragile than we thinks. Hope that happiness will bestow upon all of you.

Xoxo,
Janice

2011-04-18T19:46:00.002+08:00

A post dedicated to my dearest darling; Chanel.

Hello, Darling. This post is suppose to be here for your birthday but it's a little late, my apologiese. Firstly, I would like you to know that you are that girl I found in the millions and fate brought us together to be one. If I were not to met you from F1 job, some part of my life will be different, seriously. You are there for me whenever I needed someone to listen to me. Whenever I tweeted something sad or unhappy, you will always be asking me about it and stand by me.

At times when I needed some advice, you are just like my elder sister who will be there for me, advice me on what I should do. You know, it's very hard to find someone who will be able to clique so well and will be so comfortable to speak with at the first sight. Is this counted love at first sight? Hehe!

Lastly, I just want you to know that no matter what happens, I will be there for you and I really love you a lot! I could not imagine what if one day I lost you.

Xoxo,

Janice

2011-04-18T18:38:00.003+08:00

A post for Samson.

31st March 2011

KBox with Samson Brother

Met up with Samson for another shopping spree. After buying and all, we felt so bored and decided to for KBox since it's only $6. First time going Kbox with this boy and I now I know he can sing so well. Hehe.

We had a fun time there!

Candid shot. His epic face!
Another one.
Brother and sister forever!
My wonderful brother! Loves!!

14th April 2011

USS with Samson Brother

So basically, I was sick the day before USS. FML, I know right! I was suppose to meet up with Samson at 8am but I only wake up at 9.30am. Hurry get prepared and I cab down to fetch him and cab all the way into Sentosa.

We started off with a show and we went for the rollar coaster. It's the very first time I dare to sit on a rollar coaster. But after the ride, I was totally not feeling well. I am really sorry bro, make you wasted the time with me! After some food and rest, I got better and we move out for more shows and photo-taking.

The place is really very nice and I hope I will have chance to go again and when I am fit. I would like to try the roller coaster once more! After the trip, I bought chocolates for baby and his sister. Hope they like it.

The ticket and our Polaroid.

I hope he enjoyed as much as I do!

xoxo,

Janice

2011-04-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

26th March 2011

Happy 2nd Anniversary

Boyfriend and I celebrated our 2nd Anniversary and I think he's the sweetest boyfriend I ever had. He surprised me with a bouquet of roses at my place. Very first time I received a huge and real roses.

We started off our celebration with heading to watch World Invasion. It's really a very nice movie! Thumbs up! After movie, we went over to Habourfront to get our tickets for Jewel Box. It's been a long long time since I got up there. So we headed up to Mount Faber and had Fine Dining there. It's our first Fine Dining together. After dinner, we went to have a walk and took a full ride trip before back to Vivo City. After which, we headed back home.

Our tickets for Jewel Box.

This is the happy boy. (:
The night scenery from Jewel Box.
When we are 2 years old.
Fine Dining.

My gift to him.
Our couple watch. (:
The bouquet of roses! (:
I enjoyed myself a lot that day and I really thank the boy for everything. If it's isn't him, I would not have been this fortunate. Thank you, baby!

I love you& Happy 2nd Anniversary.

Xoxo,

Janice

2011-03-09T11:51:00.004+08:00

"Your words are your bond, your words are your trust."

This sentence is pretty true. Once you promised someone a thing and you broke the promise, it would actually take a long time to gain back the trust you once had with that particular person. "I promise to..." once you said this 3 words out, there is no way whereby you can treat it you have not say before. These 3 words is easy to say but it holds up to a very great responsibility.

In my lifetime, I hardly give my words to a mate unless he/she is very close to me and that mate will be able to share certain level of things with me. I am one who is very scared that I will break promises as I know once I broke it, I will also lose that mate of mine. I do have other people betrayed me before, I totally know how does it feels like. It had never been easy for me to totally trust that person. It will take me a long way to actually decides if I would want to trust the person not.

From the word trust, it will actually voice down to a lot more sub-headers. I will leave this for you guys to dwell upon.

"Gaining a trust may takes up to years and losing it is in seconds."

xoxo,
Janice.

2011-03-09T11:51:00.003+08:00

"Success is not happiness, happiness is the key to success."

Have you dwell about what's the inter-relationship between happiness and success?

Personally, I feel that if you are happy, it will be easier to be successful.

Here's a story to share:

When you are born, you are born naked, with nothing in hand. You are just like a piece a plain paper and you did not bring anything down from the "third world". You came down and started to have more input and you will make more successes in life. For some people, they make loads of money and for some, they have the word 'greed' in them. What does this lead them to? I will leave it for you to dwell about. But have you ever notice that no matter how much money you earn, how successful were you in this world, you can never bring to the 'third world'? Even if you are the President of the Country, you will have to be in the coffin, passing by the aisle before cremation, bringing nothing in hand too.

So why not spend your everyday life with happiness and allow this happiness to lead you to success than allowing success to lead you to happiness?

"How you come, is how you go."

xoxo,

Janice

2011-03-09T11:46:00.003+08:00

"#Aquarius have to be the first at everything." -Twitter.

This sentence seems to be very true, to me. It applies to me so perfectly. No doubt, I have to be the first at everything and also at the top of any body else. When someone took away the first, I will feel uneasy and don't like it.

To be honest, my jealousy level is very high. When I got jealous, it made me feel worried too. I don't know why am I like this too. Just a short post as I came across with this.

Xoxo,

Janice

2011-03-05T08:40:00.004+08:00

Friends

"It's sweet when someone remembers every little detail about you, not because you keep reminding them. But because they pay attention to you.."

We came across with millions of people in our lifetime but not all are true friends. Some are passer-by, stepping stones and of course, true ones. But out of millions, how many are true ones? In a group of friends, there are sure givers and receivers. Being a giver sure have a more tedious task than a receiver.

To me, I seems to be a giver more than a receiver. But it also means that I am most likely being taken granted for. At times, I really hate it but I cannot help it to be a devil. Having someone to be able to remember every little detail is really sweet and that is also what I have been yearning for. After doing so much, what is wished for is just a return but most of the times, it turned out to be disappointments. Not being mind to go on that extra mile, surprising one for his/her birthday, making handcrafts to cheer him/her up when they are down, and the list goes on..

Doing it once or twice, people will find it sweet. When you overdo it, you're taken granted for. That is also where disappointment overflows me...

"Treat every individual sole equally and treasure them as if it's the very last time you are seeing them.."

Xoxo,
Janice

2011-03-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

“Walking through a route filled with obstacles which draws fatigue that shattered my emotions… glimpse of light before my eyes is the only hope and reaching it makes me a man of greater resistance.”

I tend to hear mates asking me why are their life is as such, with shit piling up one after another and why must they be the one going through all these. Seldom have I heard mates mentioning to me how good their life is, how happy they are and thank the great one up there for giving them what they have.

Well, this triggers me with waves of thoughts. Life is filled with up and downs, we as humans tend to dwell on how bad state are we in and forgetting the good times we once had, when things are going our way and getting the best out of life. Of course, I do hope that life will always maintain at its peak, but I guess it is almost impossible that will happen. That’s life I reckon.

A story to share…

“There was once an adventurer who wishes to conquer the 3 highest mountains in the world, he decided to go with the simplest mountain first, with much ease, he reaches the peak of the mountain, after a while, he finds that it isn’t that fantastic at all hence went down the mountain and prepare to conquer the 2^nd mountain. This time he found himself struggling a bit but managed to reach the peak of the mountain. The scenery was phenomenon and he decided to stay. After a few months, he started to wonder how the scenery of the 3^rdmountain will look like. One fine day when curiosity overwhelmed him, he decided to leave the 2^nd mountain for the 3^rd mountain. The route to the peak was tedious and the adventurer almost loses his life a few times, but luckily he pulled through and reaches the peak of the mountain. When he finally set foot at the peak of the mountain, he was blow away by the beauty of what he sees up there. Finally he decided to stay on the mountain the rest of his life…. After many years after his death, with the modern science technology, men found out that the height of all 3 mountains are actually the same, just that the route towards the peak was of a different scale… “

With that, I leave it to you guys to dwell upon…

“Life is not all about the beautiful ending, but the journey that leads to the ending"

Xoxo,

Janice

Thoughts

2011-03-02T16:33:00.003+08:00

"Being independent and not rely on anyone."

Since young, I was being taught to be independent in everything I do. I make my own decisions and I have to answer for every decision I made. In my world of life, I am always yearning for perfection. In everything I do, I would never allow any inch of mistakes. To be serious, being a perfectionist is never easy. You will ending up realizing you have shit piling up awaiting for you to amend till the result you are looking for.

In that little mind of mine, I would wish to get hold of everything in hand. Who succeeded? I wonder. But anyway, I failed.

Some mates told me to just tried my best and I can let others know that at least I tried. But deep down in my thought, it is not convincing enough for me. If I have to do, I will do till my very best, if not, I will simply leave it aside.

In life, there are ups and downs. I would say, "not everyday is Sunday." I might be slowly climbing up to cloud nine but the very next moment, I am being whack down to the six feet under. No one will be able to predict what is oncoming so the best solution is to be prepared all of the time. In my sea of thoughts, I would be telling myself to do whichever thing to the fullest in order not to have any chance to feel regretful.

No one's life is perfect but you are able to make those imperfect, perfect.

Xoxo,

Janice

This post is dedicated to the special someone; Wilson Lam.

2011-02-27T16:16:00.002+08:00

Since young, you're always the one I look up to. Someone I will seek for advice, someone who is willing to be there for me. In this family, I only have you as my sibling. You have been a great brother of mine. I'm always so proud to tell others that I have this brother who pamper me so much. I still remember once whereby you came home with a cup of soy milk with pearl. I went out to greet you and you asked if I want. I nod my head and you passed the whole cup to me. It was not even half drank by you. And another time was I need money to buy a gift. I approached you to lend me some and you said not to spend on unhealthy stuff and you told me not to return you. This may seems to be a small matter to you or other people but I feel loved. You are the best brother I can ever look for. You're impossible to find. Thank you for everything you had done for me. I really appreciate it very much.

Today's the day where you will embark to your next phase of life. From today onwards, you will be having your own family but I hope that this sister of yours will not be forgotten. May the happiness bestow onto you and 嫂嫂. Wish you guys will have an everlasting love. (You look very handsome today!)

You know that I love you.

Xoxo,

Hong Ying

2011-02-15T21:00:00.001+08:00

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口

专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望

少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

2011-02-07T20:19:00.001+08:00

I will do a proper update after my exams.

Xoxo,

Janice

Little updates

2011-02-01T18:46:00.002+08:00

Basically, I celebrated my 18th birthday a blast. Had a birthday BBQ and also the whole week of birthday meals with different group of people. (Will do a thorough update when I am done with my exams.)

CNY in another 2 days time which also means main examinations are round the corner. Kind of looking forward to CNY and the end of year 1 in my tertiary education. Been a hectic month for me. My schedule is filled up with quizzes, lab test, projects, presentation and boyfriend. Did not have much time with boyfriend recently also. But well, hope he does not get neglected. Studies more important yo! Working hard towards our expected future.

Hope that this period will be over soon. I want to get over and done with it as soon as possible. Going on an extra mile to clinched something better. (:

Yes, I will be back. So, stay tuned!

Xoxo,

Janice.

Pass Out Parade

2011-01-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

Woke up as early as 5.30am. Got myself ready and headed over to baby's place to meet his parents and sister. Thanks mommy for the ride! Had breakfast with them and cabbed over to Marina Bay's floating platform. It's crowded with people. It's my virgin visit there. (Having parade is fun. Miss those parade days.)
After the whole parade, we were allowed to head down to the platform to take photos. It took us quite a long time before we found baby. He's all wet and the place is filled with 男人的味道.
First time meeting his parents and I met them all by myself. Luckily PeiLing is there if not it will be so awkward please. This experience is so much better than I thought. At first felt a little nervous but subsequently, it got so much more comfortable. I hope their comments about me is positive. (:
Hello baby, 3 months past! Another 21 months more. All the best alright? Have a great block leave this week. Rest yourself up and prepare for the next battle. You know that no matter what, I will always be there for you. Supporting you all the way!
I love you.
Xoxo,

Janice

In the year 2010..

2011-01-04T21:24:00.003+08:00

In the year of 2010,

I have gotten my O levels result, moved on to a new phase of life. First time I felt what is tears of joy is also in the year of 2010. During April, I moved on to a new phase of my life; Poly. Went into TP and yes, I met awesome people there. As what others said, TP is a vibrant and ever lively school. It did not disappointment me. School started and I am in a great class, filled with awesome people. M1003 is truly loved.

Family were awesome. Being there for me always. I thank everyone who gave me the support I needed in my family. Those gratitude, is speechless. Thank you. In year 2011, 2 more family members joining. Welcome to the Lam's family.

Boyfriend have always been there for me. 1 year 9 months being together with this silly boy of mine. Now you are in NS and our distance may be drifted but trust me that my love for you is always there and I will always be there for you. P is for POP! I hope that in year 2011, we will be sweeter and may the happiness bestow upon us.

School is hectic. Assignments and exams were never less. They have never given me a break. Last term to go before the start of Year 2. Time indeed flies. Hope that in this last semester, my GPA will be able to be pulled up and enjoy my time with my lovely friends in class.

I had the taste of what is it like losing a great friend of mine. Definitely, the feeling of having a family member departed isn't good at all too. My great-grandmother deceased and it was the very first time I stay over at the wake for the 5 days straight. Thanks baby for being there for me from the very start till the very end. Also thanks all my friends who came down. I really appreciate it a lot.

I really hope in year 2011, everyone will be living happily and healthily. What also doesn't matter but health come first! Here wishing everyone a Happy New Year. Have a great year ahead! (:

Xoxo,

Janice

HAPPY NEW YEAR; 2011

2011-01-04T21:09:00.003+08:00

Accompanied mommy to tattoo her eye-brow and went to have Macdonalds at TM. After lunch, took 27 back with mommy. Meet baby, Terry and Kai at Kovan MRT and headed off to Bugis to have steamboat. First time I am meeting Baby's ex-classmate. Pretty excited and nervous about it. Well, it went off well and went to LAN. The aftermath feeling is terrible. Feel like vomiting and dizzy. After which, took bus 80 home. Baby stayed and count-down to 2011 with me before heading home.

5.....

4....

3.....

2.....

1.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Just like last year, the first thing I did is.....

give my dearest boy our 1st kiss of the year. Second year I count-downed with him. It's really great. For the year 2010, you had been there for me for many ups and downs. I guess I would not be able to find someone like you. Hope that the year 2011 will be better for you, me and us. You are deeply loved. Thanks for everything you did.

Xoxo,

Janice

21st.

2010-12-26T19:11:00.001+08:00

Today marks our 21st month being together. Nothing really special but just a simple accompany on this special day of ours. Hopes everything will be well for you, me and us. My love for you had never been any lesser. Trust me that, I love you.

Xoxo,

Janice

HO HO HO! Merry Christmas.

2010-12-26T18:59:00.002+08:00

Christmas Day, the season of giving. Went for Christmas shopping with Hui Qun and bought loads of stuffs. Didn't receive much present like the past years; the shows that I am already old! Oh no! Oh well, celebrated my Christmas Eve and Christmas Day with baby.

On Christmas Eve, we went for a swim in the afternoon and he treated me Crystal Jade in Plaza Sing. It was a total disappointment. After which we went for a walk all around PS and he told me to choose for my Christmas Gift. I thought of I am in need of a haversack before school reopens. After much consideration, he bought this bag for me and actually joined the member of 77th Street for me. Thanks baby!

Christmas Day was a hectic one. Woke up as early as 7am, went to market with mommy as we are having a steamboat session at grandma's place. Went back to grandma's place to unload those groceries and we headed off to Giant to get more. Had majong session and baby came to join us. He lost money, awww. Sorry, baby. Aftermath, we headed home and baby left at around 11 plus. I made a snow-globe for him for this year's Christmas Day. Hope he likes it.

Hope all of my friends enjoyed their Christmas Day as much as I did.

Xoxo,

Janice

2010-12-19T11:01:00.002+08:00

Hello, I am back. Will be doing some updates for now.

Exams over and having my well-deserved holiday now. It's not really counted as holiday as I am having projects and assignment to be completed. Nevertheless, I am very glad that I need not wake up as early as 5am to revise for me work.

As for family, everything is fine. My house is on a painting mission this weekend. My room is done and it's so neat and tidy now. On top of everything, my bro is getting married. And I am going to be a aunt/godmother soon. Oh no, sounds super old. Kind of looking forward for their wedding. I know I will be busy for the time being now. Still, I am happy for him. (:

Boyfriend and I are doing great. We are marching into our 2nd Anni in a few months time. He have been very sweet and great towards me. It is really great to have him around. Hope everything will be fine and have a happy POP which is in 3 weeks time.

Alright, that's all for now.

Xoxo,

Janice

2010-12-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

2010-12-08T19:19:00.001+08:00

2010-12-05T14:33:00.002+08:00

"A" you're adorable,

"B" you're so beautiful,

"C" you're so cute and full of charm,

"D" you're a darling and,

"E" you're exciting and,

"F" you're a feather in my arms

"G" you're so good to me,

"H" you're so heavenly,

"I" you're the one I idolize

"J" we're Jack and Jill,

"K" you're so kissable,

"L" you're the love light in my eyes.

"M", "N", "O", "P", I could go on all day

"Q", "R", "S", "T", alphabetically speaking, you're okay.

"U" you're the most unique,

"V" means you're very sweet,

"W","X", "Y", "Z",

This is what you means, to me.

Xoxo,

JANICE

2010-12-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

2010-11-28T00:07:00.001+08:00

Do you still remember the friendship we once shared?

It's all flashing through my mind now and I'm feeling so terrible.

Is it going to be gone like this?

It sucks totally.

2010-11-27T12:08:00.001+08:00

Promises.

2010-11-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

Before you went for your field camp on Monday, we made a pact. Whenever we are missing me in the jungle or I miss you in mainland, we will look up to the sky and search for the moon. The moon depicts one another and will talk to it.

For the first two nights, I saw it clearly right outside my window but not for today. I searched for it but it doesn't seems to be there like how it did for the past two nights. Tomorrow you will be just right in front of me. I can't wait for that to happened.

Misses,

Janice.

Happy 20th Monthsary, Baby.

2010-11-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

At times, you made me mad.

At times, you made me sad.

But after the very next moment,

you made me fell in love with you all over again.

Happy 20th Monthsary, Baby.

I love you.

Xoxo,

Janice.

Us.

2010-11-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

It's so long ever since we had a fight till yesterday. It was not really counted as fight. It's the level of misses for one another that trigger the anger. Very first time whereby once I saw you, I hugged you and cried helplessly. I thought I was going to lose you and it made me feel so scared. How you coax me and pat my head made me feel loved. "hush hush. Don't cry baby. I'm here, alright?" This was the sentence you kept repeating into my ears during our hug. You wiped my tears and told me a piece of good news. You held onto my hand and told me that your parents accepted us and told you to bring me home. A sense of relief in my heart and from that very moment, I know that you will be the one.

I love you.

xoxo,

Janice

Perfect match

2010-11-14T21:36:00.001+08:00

A Libra and an Aquarius are societal individuals, who love to meet people, like having social conversations and adore parties. They have plenty of friends and can seldom be seen without some company. Both of them are game for intelligent and intellectual conversations and will hardly ever fall short of them. They love their independence and will easily find the freedom, they so much desire, in their relationship. The only difference in their personalities is that Libra epitomizes personal love, while the love of an Aquarius is universal.

Neither of the two will demand much from the other. A Libra will use his charm and diplomacy, rather than stubbornness and anger, to get things done from the Water Bearer. The attraction in this love match will be almost instant and it has all the possibilities of leading to long-term compatibility. The Libran will love the Aquarian for his creativity and initiative, while the latter will respect his balanced and harmonious nature. However, a Libran will have to convince the Water Bearer for commitment, which he, most probably, will be able to do with his usual tact.

Libra Man and Aquarius Woman
A Libra man and an Aquarius woman gel quite well, as they have many similar personality traits. Their relationship has the advantages of both a love match as well as friendship. He will always make her feel special and there will be no lack of demonstrativeness on his part. His light-hearted attitude, his flirting style and his intellectual mind will make him more and more dear to her. He will love her unusual looks, her clever mind and her spontaneous nature. Between them, the relationship will be warm, cozy and comfortable.

Back to school

2010-10-31T20:45:00.002+08:00

Yes, back to school after 2 months of break. Had mixed feelings about it. Feeling kind of excited and dreading to be back to school. I love studying but not with a f up timetable. I think it is going to be double the time I am staying in school as compared to last semester.

Alright, after the two long days, Monday 0900-1900 and Tuesday 1000-1800, I fell sick. Had a high fever on Tuesday night and gave school a miss on Wednesday and Thursday. Throat did not feel any better but have to go back to school on Friday. School ended at 1200 on Friday and headed back to Compass Point to meet Mommy for lunch at Swensens. It's her BIRTHDAY! Had a heart-to-heart talk with her and we went to have a walk in Compass. Had a small celebration with her at home.

That night was unpleasant. Had a real bad fight with baby. Those words he said definitely made me felt so disappointed in him. He knew he was in fault when he woke up on Saturday. He came to my place straight after he book out just to apologize to me. We went to have lunch and he went home till at night, we met and had supper together.

It's another day passed, it's another meet-up passed, wondering how will the next meet-up be like. I will definitely miss you, my dear. Take care of yourself alright?

P.S; I'm coughing like there's no tomorrow now. (Baby said that it's sweet cause he spread those germs to me. -.-)

P.P.S; When I told baby that I might set teacher as my career, he's so happy as we will be in the same job scope. Well, we shall see. (:

P.P.P.S; School tomorrow from 0900-2000 as I changed my CDS from Innovation to Management of Enterprise.

Xoxo,

Janice

Together-ness

2010-10-28T12:12:00.002+08:00

Promise not to hurt me anymore, alright?

Don't leave me behind because of fame or luxury.

I need not you lavished me with luxury.

I just want to lead a simple life with you.

What I need most is you being with me.

With all of that, I am already contented.

Xoxo,

Janice

HAPPY 19th MONTH

2010-10-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

We had walked through 19 months and more to come.

We had came by this far for which the reason is with you.

With you around, I feel that I am in awe.

I love you.

Xoxo,

Janice

1 down, 23 to go

2010-10-22T00:54:00.001+08:00

Left, left, left right left.

Left, left, left righttttt.

1 month down, 23 months to go!

KAMBATEHH!

I will wait cause I love you.

Xoxo,

Janice

I MISS YOU

2010-10-19T17:51:00.002+08:00

No matter where I go
I'll always find you there
Because you're in my heart
Of this I'm quite aware

We breath the same air
We walk under the same moon
The sun shines on us both
We dance to the same tune

Whether we're together
Or we're far apart
When you see the stars shining
Remember you're in my heart

May the time quickly pass
Until we're together again
I miss you than you know
Keep in touch every now and then

Xoxo,
Janice

理想情人

2010-10-16T13:27:00.001+08:00

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰地跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信
找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道
你的一百分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你
不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你
把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要(让)我一直等
听着那时间滴答地走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦
渐渐走到我的前头

Xoxo,
Janice

Bangkok, Thailand

2010-10-15T11:20:00.016+08:00

Headed to BKK for a shopping trip on 2nd Oct 2010. We really shop till we are broke and the luggages were so heavy. Alright, shall let pictures to do the talking!

WELCOME TO BANGKOK!
Our first meal in BKK at Chatuchat.
We went to the central world shopping centre by BTS(MRT).
Mommy and I in BTS.
Daddy and I in BTS.
This is the shopping center that was burnt during their protest.
There is a ice-skating ground inside their shopping center. How nice.
On our 2nd day, we went to meet up with my mom's friends and they brought us around. Firstly, we went to their famous Floating Market. (:

This is to make the "Honey water". There's loads of bees there. Eeeewwww.
In Bangkok, the not only have traffic jam. They also have boat jam. -.-

The people there are dismantling the ship. Interesting.
Where we had our lunch that day. YUM YUM!

After which, we went to their zoo. I think it is a total waste of money and time. Just to go there to watch 2 shows which cost us $1500 baht in total. -.-

Fish feeding time!

Hello Baby! HEHE! :P
Elephant feeding time. The elephant is so cuteeeee!
Crocodile show. So scary! I don't dare to watch ahhs. :P
Our hotel number. We stayed in 62nd level. Nice view!
Yummy noodle. Only S$1.5o. Mom and her friends always go there for supper everytime during their visit.
Things we bought on the 2nd day! :D
Things we bought in day 1. :D
On day 3, we went to Chinatown. But the weather isn't friendly, so we went back to the hotel very soon. This is the first time we sat tut-tut together. :D
Our lunch on day 3. Parents went down to take-away. NICE.
After a rest, we went out and had A&W at the fashion mall. YUMMY! Last had it was when I was 4/5? It is in the old "heartland mall" now. HAHA!

Things we bought in day 3. :D
Fruit jelly we bought from the cafe in our hotel. Something special. Nice nice! :D
We are 885.18 miles away from Singapore. HEHE!

SUPERMANNNNNN! :D

This is not my idea! It's daddy's IDEA!

Our day 4 dinner. Had sticky rice. Nice nice!
Things we bought in day 4! :D
Day 5 part 1. Things we bought just in a money. :D
Had a break and unloaded our stuffs. After which, shopping again! :D
Day 5 part 2. HEHE!
Night view from the revolving platform. 83rd level. :DThere's words flashing. Will be able to see from below. HEHE!
Last night in BKK.
Last day's breakfast.
My mom ate so much! We were even the last to the restaurant that day.
Came with 2, went back with 5. Total of 62.5kg. Hehe!
Check out at 14:00. Our flight is at 20:00, so we decided to go for a massage. 2 hours massage is so nice! I want to go for massage again! :D
Bye Bangkok, hello Singapore! :D
We were suppose to arrive in Changi Airport at 23:00 but the plane touched down and take-off again. According to the pilot, it is due to there's a plane very near to us so for safety purpose, they decided to take-off again. Ended up, we touched down at 23:30. (:

Xoxo,

Janice

2010-10-13T11:53:00.001+08:00

I WILL BE BACK..

STAY TUNED :D

xoxo,

Janice

Returned

2010-09-30T18:45:00.002+08:00

Things didn't turned out the way I planned.

Feeling rather upset and disappointed. sighs.

All the love in F1

2010-09-29T15:31:00.010+08:00

Back to posting. So for these 10 days, I have been working for F1, selling merchandise. I have to apologize for not putting my photos in sequence. Lazy and tired. Alright, will let photos do all the talking. (:

On 23rd Sep, the Lotus's racers came to our booth. This guy is real handsome and I got his Signature. HEHE!

Yesterday, Me and Chanel Darling went for a date and our date started with mani and pedi. (:

The queue is long despite the rain. They are awaiting for the racers to arrive.

This is the simulators I love to play when I'm bored at work. :P

We can be a DJ too. We will play our favorite song here!
During out last day, Jean, our supervisor treat us donuts! :D

Went to collect our pay yesterday. This is our very cute boss. "Why all wear till so pretty when taking pay uh?" HAHA!
I still couldn't get his name right but he is real cute especially singing the song "fuck you".

This German lady is strict during work but she's a real welfare person. She will treat us eat loads of things. :D
Yummy dessert at T.G.I.F.
When we girls are bored at work. We will CAMHORE! Seems like we are paid to camwhore and not to work. HEHE!

Love this picture. (:

She is my darling, Chanel. She's a sweetie and my awesome friend made. So coincidently, we stayed just a bus-stop away! Loves!

2 pretty ladies. Natalie on the left and Rachel on the right.

This is how we normally have our lunch/dinner. A little unglam but well, we enjoyed it!

She's a sweet girl, Choon Yi. (:
Counting down to end work.
Me, mommy. Rachel, daughter. I don't want her any more and she's acting sad. HAHA!
Dinner date with Darling. Nothing complicated. Just takeaway from xiao ba wang. (:
HANDSOME! But he didn't come that day. hehehe. He's our angmoh Boyfriend!
Darling said this picture looks like those childhood friend. HAHA!
She is my Sweetheart! Sweetheart, Sentosa outing when I am back from BKK alright? ;)
5/9 girls.

My awesome supervisor, Jean. (:
We girls are wearing lesser and lesser as days goes by. We were saying if this gets any longer, we will be wearing Bikini to work.
This is interesting. The next 3 pictures says a story. There's this guy Rachel and Jocelyn spotted. His name is Joel and they were so crazy about him. And so, this is whereby we spotted him.
Gossiping about how handsome is he.
Awww, he's leaving): OMG! 发花刺 ahhs.
The end of work. HEHE!
After working so hard, it's time to give ourselves a break and time to enjoy! :D

How I wished this job will never end. The friends I knew there seems like it's for years. I learnt a lot of things from different people. I had never dread to go work. Boss and friends, thank you. Thanks so much for making my working days so enjoyable. I hope to see all of you all next year! Till then, miss you.

Xoxo,

JANICE

我是你的天空

2010-09-27T11:10:00.001+08:00

用一颗心来
感觉你的爱
只希望你能明白

我的心中
也只有你
我也只想要保护你

从第一天起
我就爱上你
因为你真的很贴心

你的笑容
在我心里
我现在唱这一首歌给你

我要跟你手牵手
永远不回头
一起勇敢向前走

如果有什么波折
有我的胸口
紧紧贴在你左右

一直握着你的手
永远不回头
因为你是我的梦

永不放弃
因为爱你
若你是星星
我是你的天空

当你在
我心中
微笑一直在我的脸孔

默默在
你心中
我也会有一点感动

我知道我最爱你
永不放弃
因为有你在我的心里

你和我不分离

我要跟你手牵手
永远不回头
一起勇敢向前走

如果有什么波折
有我的胸口
紧紧贴在你左右

一直握着你的手
永远不回头
因为你是我的梦

永不放弃
因为爱你
若你是星星
我是你的天空

Dedicated for KaiXun.
Xoxo,
Janice

Teenage Dream- Accomplished.

2010-09-27T09:56:00.002+08:00

You think I'm pretty without any makeup on
You think I'm funny when I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a alright but things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream
The way you turn me on 
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe this is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you my missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream
The way you turn me on 
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe this is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing in my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Yoooouuu

You make me feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
No


My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe this is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back


I'mma get your heart racing in my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

Xoxo,
Jancie

Formula One

2010-09-23T10:04:00.003+08:00

Have been busy with F1 work. The work is tiring but I have great accompanies there. Made a good friend and we stays just 1 bus stop away. Will post her picture up soon. HEHE! I will try to post whenever I am free. (:

7 days to go.

Xoxo,

Janice

2010-09-14T10:48:00.001+08:00

要加油，我会等你！

xoxo,
Janice

Love knows not its depth till the hour of separation

2010-09-12T00:15:00.001+08:00

The closer when two is as one, the hardest the goodbye.

Baby, take care of yourself. I will miss you.
Xoxo,
Janice

ENJOYYYYY

2010-09-09T22:27:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!! Gonna enjoy all I can now. Will upload the updates soon. I'm lazy now. ):

Xoxo,

Janice

你是我心內的一首歌

2010-09-07T09:48:00.001+08:00

王:你是我心内的一首歌
王:心间开启花一朵
s:你是我生命的一首歌
s:想念汇成一条河
王:点在我心内的一首歌
王:不要只是个过客
s:在我生命留下一首歌
s:不论结局会如何

合:好想问你
合:对我到底有没有动心
合:沉默太久
s:只会让我不小心犯错
王:不小心犯错

s:点在我心内的一首歌
s:不要只是个过客
王:在我生命留下一首歌
王:不论结局会如何

合:你是我心内的一首歌
合:心间开启花一朵
合:你是我生命的一首歌
s:想念汇成一条河
王:想念汇成一条河

s:好想问你王:好想问你
s:对我到底有没有动心
王:对我到底有没有动心
s:沉默太久王:沉默太久
s:只会让我不小心犯错
王:不小心犯错

合:点在我心内的一首歌
合:不要只是个过客
合:在我生命留下一首歌
合:不论结局会如何

California Girls- Katy Perry

2010-09-04T00:12:00.001+08:00

MUGGING

2010-09-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

Have been pretty hardworking for this one week. HEHE! Studied productively for 6 hours yesterday and 7 hours today. Will it be 8 hours tomorrow? Guess I will go mad by then. Before baby leave for Genting, he kept reminding me to stay focused, even the text he sent me last night. I am not going to disappoint him and study hard! JIA YOU, HY!

Xoxo,

Janice

Away

2010-09-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

My love is far away from me. My love had gone to Genting. Today is the 2nd day and it seems like 2 years. My heart felt so heavy and my soul seems to be floating around. You seems like my drug. I need you, my everything.

Xoxo,

Janice.

Focus

2010-08-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

"I recently read Warren Buffet’s new biography entitled ‘The Snowball: Warren Buffett and the Business of Life.’ In it, an interesting question was asked of Buffet as to what was the most important thing in helping him get to where he gotten in life.

The answer was: focus. Interestingly enough the very same answer that Bill Gates gave to the same question."

-Petelaburn

I MUST STAY FOCUSED!!!

xoxo,

Janice

2010-08-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

不要因为自己的长相不如对方而放弃追求的打算，长相只是一时的印象，真正决定能否结合主要取决与双放的性格.

As we walk...

2010-08-21T21:32:00.004+08:00

HELIX BRIDGE!
We have been guessing what is this. Haha!
Welcome to the Helix Bridge, Singapore.
It's raining, but who cares! Baby said it's romantic to walk under the rain. HEHE!
My first kiss, went a little like this..
Tadaaa, Marina Bay Sands. :D
They have this Sampan river there and it cost $5 per person. Baby said he will bring me to Genting after his army. Love love. (:
We came by the Casino! We spoke to the Security Guard and the interior design is superb!

Marina Bay Sands Hotel! It is very grand inside! I will go and stay there one day!

I asked him how was his first kiss like and that's what he did. hehe!

We walked from Suntec, to Flyer to have our dinner and started to walk all the way to Raffles Place's MRT station. And it is under the rain! I was feeling so damn cold after the walk and baby claimed that is was romantic. Oh wells, feeling so tired and I just wanna have a sit. Reached home pretty late but I enjoyed myself.
I love you.

Xoxo,
Janice

Main Exams

2010-08-20T13:42:00.002+08:00

Exams is in another 2 weeks time. Filling most of my time with books recently and hope I won't go crazy.

Anyway, I stepped onto a nail on Monday while I was on my way to TP to hand-in my assignment. Now, instead of recovering, the hole seems to be enlarging and I wonder why.

Alright, gotta go back to books. Should I make my specs today? Feel lazy.

Xoxo,
Janice.

2010-08-19T16:01:00.000+08:00

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

2010-08-17T20:11:00.001+08:00

"Love is happiness given back and forth."

愛你-王心凌

2010-08-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo yo cyndi, what~what's wrong with me?(爱你)
yo yo cyndi baby, what's wrong with me?
cyndi, give me your love, you make me sneeze all the time
now now怎么我一直狂打喷嚏在凌晨三点二十六分
let me sing let me sing a song陪你入睡
what is love嗯哼我正在听你要什么都say yes
cyndi i really do love you so
如果你突然打了个喷嚏
那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒
啊那是因为我关心
常常想你说的话是不是别有用心
明明很想相信却又忍不住怀疑
在你的心里我是否就是唯一
爱就是有我常烦着你

oh so~baby 情话多说一点想我就多看一眼

表现多一点点让我能真的看见

oh~bye 少说一点想陪你不只一天

多一点让我心甘情愿~~爱你
喜欢在你的臂弯里胡闹
你的世界是一座城堡
在大头贴画满心号
贴在手机上对你微笑
常常想我说的话你是否听得进去
明明很想生气却又止不住笑意
(oh~)在我的心里你真的就是唯一
爱就是有我常赖着你
多一点才会慢慢发现 ha~
因为你让我心甘情愿
就这样一天多一点慢慢地累积感觉
两人的世界就能够贴近一点

2010-08-16T16:17:00.001+08:00

As long as the heaven and stars exist...I'll be there for you!

xoxo,

Janice.

Happy 70th, Ahgong.

2010-08-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

13th AUGUST 2010

Celebrated ahgong's 70th Birthday. Grandma cooked a spread and invited relatives over. Hope he enjoyed himself. (:

Family of ladies. Except my elder cousin, the rest of us are ladies. Just like my mom's generation. Her elder brother is the only guy and followed by 4 ladies. HEHE!

She look cute but very naughty. Cheeky girl.
Xoxo,

Janice

National Day 2010

2010-08-16T12:41:00.003+08:00

9th AUGUST 2010

Met up with baby in the afternoon. Went to have lunch and arcade in Hougang Mall. After which, headed down to town area. Walked to SGF and had popeye for dinner. Went out of Popeye and we settled down to watch the NDP. I think it's a good place to watch the parade and there's Mediacorp's reporter. Hehe!

They provided this screen in order to allow us to watch the live NDP.
And lastly, the Finale, FIREWORKS! They are so pretty. (:
After which, we walked to Suntec City to have a drink and went to their arcade. Didn't stay up too late as the next day is the 1st day of 7th month. Baby sent me home and home sweet home. Hope that next year we will still be able to spend National Day together. (:

Xoxo,

Janice.

2010-08-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE MY CHOICE, NOT OPTION.

You made my life so perfect

2010-08-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

Dear ________,

I ____ you.

You have a nice ______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will ______.

You + me = ________.

If I saw you now I’d __________.

I want to ________ you.

I would build a _______ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.

Love, _______________

(P.S. ______________.)

My Version:

Dear KaiXun,

I LOVE you.

You have a nice SMILE.

You make me feel like I am your forever.

You should cook for me again.

Someday I will marry you.

You + me = Destiny.

If I saw you now I’d hug and kiss you.

I want to talk to you.

I would build a happy family just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be "only love".

We could date under the stars.

Love, LamHongYing

(P.S. I love you, I miss you.)

Day out to M'sia

2010-08-11T19:44:00.007+08:00

8th AUGUST 2010

Woke up as early as 6am. Got myself reading and off we go grandma's place. Fetched my grandparents and headed to Uncle's place. After which, left for our journey to M'sia. Long time ever since I went to Malaysia. Alright, I will let pictures to do the talking.

We had this fish cake and the noodle for breakfast.

After a long drive, uncle decided to take a break and he bought me this huge thing at the convenient stall.
It is pretty normal to see this there. You can buy and eat on the spot. (:
After which, we headed to this Jonker Walk. It is like a "Pasar Malam" and it's filled with tons of people that day.
Mommy and I went shopping and neglected my dad. Hehe!
They have this tri-shaw which is decorated by their owner. There's music being played too. How cool isn't it?

Grandparents, uncle and aunt.
This is funny. Why I will take this? Cause my mom said that LIM BROTHERS stands for "Lin-lao-heai". Okay, I know it is a little vulgar but I don't know why she will thought of it.

Dad trying to be cute behind but FAILED.
She looks like those Kopi-sou. WAHAHA!

We departed Melaka at about 4pm and headed down to JB. Reached there at about 8plus 9. We went to Jusco to shop and headed to a restaurant nearby the custom to have our dinner. It's very cheap and nice! Worth it! It's already 10plus and uncle said it wouldn't jam. Unexpectedly, it jammed like hell that day. Luckily he is familiar with the place and by using another way out, we reached Singapore at 11.30pm. Woohoo. Went back to his place, sent grandparents home and home sweet home.

Xoxo,

Janice

Dear Letter

2010-08-04T21:38:00.004+08:00

Dear Kai Xun,

It had been 521 days being together with you. To be honest, it had always been great to be with you. You are simply the guy that I have been looking for. You are just so perfect in my eyes and nothing is going to change that fact in me. Ups and downs, thicks and thins; we gone through all. Whenever I am feeling down and didn't wants to tell you why, you will use all sorts of ways to make me speak and eventually, brought that smile of me out. My smile is always meant for you and I wears it on when I'm with you.

In another month time, you will be enlisting into army and yes, time we have is lesser. When I looked into my calender, I realized and my tears rolled down. We won't be having daily phone calls and will not be having our weekly meet-ups already. Whenever I thought of it, it triggers my emotions and that is how much you weighs in my heart. I'm so worried that you will leave me, I'm so worried that our love will change due to the distance physically. "Distance made hearts grew fonder," this is what you always told me. I tried to remind myself upon this but it seems so difficult at times. Treasuring every single second with you, do you?

Dear letter, please help me convey this message to him: "请你告诉他，我永远爱他。"

521 days and still counting.

With loves,

Hong Ying

Quick quick update.

2010-07-30T23:50:00.004+08:00

30th July 2010.

Very first time went to play the soft-toy machine with baby after being together for 16 months and baby's first time playing it. HOHO! Didn't want to play in the beginning but I actually spotted the big bear for the jackpot prize. I started to drop hint and baby finally agreed and we started off with out first $10. We got 2 little soft toys, followed by $20 and so on. Baby got so excited and actually went to the ground level to draw money and ran up as I was waiting at the arcade. I love him! Thanks for doing so much, my dear. Ended up, we used $65 to get that bear.

These were the first 4 and I'm still trying very hard.

It was that Stitch that actually got us the jackpot. We left the last chance and baby decided to run down to draw money again. I tried using my luck and yes, I got it! I quickly called him and he was so happy. HAHA! How cute my man can get at times.
Headed back to my place and gave baby this. This was bought by my Aunt in Hong Kong. I think it looks cute.
Let me introduce. This are the precious of baby and I. They are namely Da-ying and Xiao-ying. Da-ying was bought during my birthday this year and Xiao-ying was bought by baby as my 16th months gift. They look alike and so, we decided to known them as sisters which is also our "daughters". I hugged them to sleep daily.
Yay! What we caught today. Pardon for the leg of Mr Low.
Teehee..
I forced him to take a picture and he lose his game. That is the face he always show when he lost his game. Sighs.

26th July 2010.

HAPPY 16th MONTHSARY!

Baby took off to accompany me for the day. Last 2nd monthsary before we is enlisting into the army. ): Alright, the dress-code for the day is FORMAL. It is not set by me but baby. First time after so many dating, he requested for a formal wear that day. I went for my lab lesson in the morning and skipped both lectures. Met up with baby at his place. Rest a while and headed down to Bugis to have Seoul Garden. It was the worst experience I had in Seoul Garden. Let's not mark them down but it is simply the customers' problem. A big big sighs.. We swear we are not going to go back there any more. After which, went to walk around and decided to take a break out Shaw Cineplex.
After which, we took bus 80 to compass point and took a stroll back to my place. I am loving this silly more and more. (:

Xoxo,

Janice.

Hectic Month

2010-07-25T09:53:00.011+08:00

Pretty long post to go this time round. School had been hectic. Tests, quizzes, meetings for Subcom Camp and work as well. Didn't really have the chance to blog but here I am, as early as 7am, in school posting up this post. Alright, not too wordy, I will let the pictures do much of the talkings.

18th July 2010.
Celebrated 奶奶's 76th birthday. Baby and I bought a box of concentrated birdnest for her. It do cost us a bomb but most importantly, she like it and help her to maintain her health. I also bought her a ice-cream birthday cake. After cake-cutting session, we went to Sakura to have our dinner.

I like this picture of hers. Very cute. (:

She told me and bro to help her blow the candles and she said it's too much. She actually requested for just one big candle but I insisted in giving the right one. Hahaha!

She ask bro what is he doing as she haven't had her cake cut. But bro is just helping to take the candle wax out first before she cut it. HAHA!

Tadaaa!

At Sakura. Baby and I still prefer the one at Tampines as there's more variety of food and not that squeezy over at the food section.

This is my bro and his girlfriend, Angela.

Baobei wanted to take a pic of me and baby but don't know where he went to.

My cute parents. (:

Last but not least, my two dearest.

17th July 2010.

Celebrated 外婆's 63th birthday at the revolving tower. You guys should be wondering why this two celebration is just one after another. Well, their birthday is just 2 days different. And yes, this is what happened every year. (:

They look so blessed eating Abalone.

Mom and I went to buy a cake.

I don't know why, my mom just love to take pictures. Haha! I shoo-ed her away eventually.

I like this picture of hers. She looked very blissful. (:

Yummy!!

An update of myself. I loves this pictures. First time taking Poloraid. After this, my aunt gave me a Poloraid camera. How loving is that. (: Alright, I am very sleepy now and having a heavy eye-bag. Gotta sleep sleep sleep when tests are over! Poor me..

Oh ya, and forgotten to add on. My family have been eating durian for 3 consecutive weeks or so. Teehee. Durian is loved!

Xoxo,

Janice.

Updates

2010-06-30T19:30:00.005+08:00

4th June 2010

Went out with baby and we went to Plaza Sing's Ajisen to have our dinner. Baby tried their Volcano Ramen and he was fuming up on his head. :D

This is the face of his after consuming the whole bowl of Vocalno Ramen.

I like this picture. So natural! :)

5th June 2010

Went out with parents and grandma. Went to Tampines Safra as there's Hush Puppy sales. Bought 2 pairs of heels there. Cheap cheap! After which, we headed off to Changi Airport T3 to have Thai Cuisine. The food there is superb but too full for a lunch. I didn't eat much though. But I enjoyed.
This is the Tom Yam soup that I love. Not too spicy, have the taste! :D

10th June 2010

Met up with GF for a shopping spree. Bought hell loads of stuffs! I need to thank her for her accompany that day. Really enjoyed myself a lot a lot! :D

11th June 2010

Baby skipped his work to accompany me that day. Had a day out with him. He came over to my place and after I prepared, we headed down to Plaza Sing. We bought tickets for Karate Kid and went to have out lunch cum early dinner at Mahanthann Fish Market. It was my first visit there and I think it was a good experience. Karate Kid is a real awesome show. Rating is 5/5! *thumbs-up!*

We both had Fish 'n' Chips. It is a little too oily but their customer service is meant to be recommended. We didn't complain about the drinks not being served, the manager came and explained to us that our order list isn't sent to the kitchen due to some technical fault. We were impressed. I think certain restuarants in Singapore should really learn from them. (:

Got back to my place and we had a durian feast! SO FULL!! Baby took my phone and took this picture on his own as he want me to show Ong Siong Kai that he smiled big big when he is with me too. WAHAHA!!

15th June 2010

Mommy took half-day off to accompany me for my holiday. Went to have Bazerzin for lunch and shopping after which. Bought 2 pieces of clothings and this Guy Laroche Wallet. I have been aiming for this wallet for 1 year and finally mom bought it for me. I stood there for 30 mins to decide on which one to get. It is my most expensive wallet so far and so I took deep consideration. Ended up I took this as the label will not cause any scratches, the hook will not tanish and most importantly, the wallet surface will not see any scratches. It cost mommy $129 and I will have to value it! (: I think it was nice to spend quality time with her. Shall have it often. Loves.

30th June 2010

After school, went to baby's place. He gave me a surprise by fixing lunch for me. He cook "mee sua" for me. I didn't help him in anything. He went to Fairprice to buy the ingredients, prepare and cook for me. How sweet of him! (: There's no way I can say I don't love him. He is just that awesome! After meal, had a rest and went to PLCC for badminton. It is definitely a nice sweating-out session. I think chances of exercising with baby will be getting lesser as he will be resuming back to work tomorrow. Awww.. ):

School is definitely hectic! Tests after tests, quizzes after quizzes. Motivation is back and I am gonna to maintain it. Long day tomorrow! Goodnight! Ciao.

Xoxo,
Janice.

465天，15个月，1.25年。

2010-06-26T19:14:00.000+08:00

这将是我与你相爱的第三年，也是我们共同度过的第十五个月。日子说长不长，说短不短。是否记得三年前你是怎样向我告白的吗？你承认了你当时对我有些感觉，也承认了你利用那一些些的感觉想把我当成代替平，不过你后来决定不要那么做。你完全没有想到我当时已经喜欢上你了。你也没想到过了那件事以后，你留下的印象跟深。你与我的感情就这样的有了一瞥。

过了那件事后，都是我自己一厢情愿。不敢想会不会有什么结果。有试着去追求，不过失败了。我把这对你的感觉，收到心里深处，连自己都找不到。坦白说，单恋你的那些日子，并不好过。有时真的不知道要怎样面对你。一位曾经对我那么好的男人，突然之间好像变成了另一个人是的。不知道你的表白是真还是假。不敢放太大的希望，只好让一天一天的过去。有时想你真的会想到发疯。好想让你知道，但我没有这个全力。

两年就这样过去了。不知是何时何日，发现了你对我好，关心起我，自己会找话题来和我说话。不敢想太多，对你也没有信心，担心两年前的事又重演。慢慢的，你对我越来越好。说起来，还会对自己偷笑因为感觉有小小的幸福。你对我好，没有明了。没人发现了我们的感情有了进展。有一次你要出国，传了一封简讯通知我。当时，我还以为你传给了很多人。只到有一天，我才猜想你应该只传给我。你回来后，我们的距离又拉近了一些。2009年3月24日，你第一次送我回家，那一天的情节，我还记得。2009年3月26日，你决定了对我再次的表白。你当天说过的每字每句，我还记的。我知道，我的幸福将要来临。耐心的等待，就是这一天，我们站在了一起。我们就此成为了“一对”。

此时此刻，我们在一起度过了15个月。喜怒哀乐，我们都度过了。虽然我们经历过的很多，不过下来的路还很长。我当让希望能够不离不弃，陪伴终身。不可思议的是，我能够为了你看球赛，追球赛。无论发生了什么事，我都是那么爱你。

Xoxo,
Janice.

Back on track..

2010-06-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

Spending this little while, to do this little update.

Holidays over,
Back to school.
Gotten back my results,
Made me like a fool.
Didn't get what I expected,
It all brought me down.
I've gotten onto my feet again,
For the next round.
Hoping for the best,
Striving for the hardest.
Staying focused and on track,
One more time..

Today marks the day whereby you are gone for 100 days. How are you doing up there? I hope you are fine. You came into my dreams pretty often and that made me miss you more. I wish to let you know, don't worry too much as all of us are doing good. It had been a long road for you, rest well up there. Thank you for your guidance, thank you for your love. Wait for me at the other end of the rainbow, I will meet you there one day..

Updates

2010-06-03T17:56:00.003+08:00

28th May 2010

Happy Birthday Baobei.
He is turning 62nd this year and hope he had a splendid one. Although we didn't head out for a wide-spread dinner but grannny cook yummy food too. *yums* After dinner, we had this little cake-cutting session for him. Mom bought this Strawberry cake from Bakerzin. It is real awesome! You will know why from the pics i posted. ;)

This is the birthday boy! :D

Me, bro and baobei. He took care of us since we were young. Loves!

This is why I said you will know how nice is the cake. My granny have diabetes and she always dare not consume sweet stuffs. This cake isn't that sweet. Before she ate this, I already gave her one huge piece. She's so excited till she is eating with a pair of chopsticks. So cute, isn't she? (:
As usual, this mom of mine is drunk. Her face is so red till she said this, "You are so pretty and when I sees you, I blush." Hahaha!

Nevertheless, hope he enjoys himself.

31st May 2010- 2nd June 2010

Term Tests period. It is over, I am excited to get back my results.

3rd June 2010

Kick start of my vacation by meeting up with Joanne. Finally, we are spending quality time together. We went to have Pizza Hut for lunch and also did a catching up session. That is also whereby we realised how long we have not met one another. After which, we headed for shopping. We went to Hougang Mall and I got a bag! After walking around, she's tired and I came to my grandma place. Here I am doing up the minutes for the first meeting and now posting up a post.

YAY-NESS! Tomorrow will be meeting up with baby. My movie plan is cancelled as the show is only meant for M18. I am sad!!! ): Boohoo!!!

Alright, time for my curry vege!

Xoxo,

JANICE.

Neglected...

2010-06-02T18:30:00.003+08:00

... J-Affection.

Yes, I have been neglecting J-Affection for a while due to the preparations of my term tests. Term test is over, I should be as carefree as a baby but well, I have been whining on what I should do for the whole of this afternoon. Ever since the start of the term, I have been studying days back to back and now, I have nothing to do- suddenly! And yes, I have things to say!

True friends. What are true friends to you? What is your definition of true friend? Someone being there for you 24/7 listening to you? Someone who you will contact almost everyday? Or someone who treat you as one when they needed you?

True friend is a 2 words consisting 10 letters but the meaning it holds inside is so thick till it may weighs you down at times. At times, you seemed to be surrounded with loads of friends around you when there are fun but how about when you are in trouble, you are down? Look around and see who are really there for you. I found my true friends, nothing more, nothing less, just 3. These are the ones, I treasured most. Why do I say they are my true friends? They didn't talk bad about me. Whenever somebody said bad about me, they are always there to stand up for me. They are the ones who will listen to me, picking up my call despite being early mornings. We share problems, we share tears, of course, we share the same joy too.

I remembered there was once, when I am still in Sec 3. I scored very badly for my EOY Examinations and I was at the verge of retaining. One of them came, she sat beside me, lending me her shoulder speaking to me. She was suppose to be still having lessons but she skipped it. I felt loved, I felt touched. There was another time, someone talked bad about me. She didn't agree with what she said and she stood up for me, protected me. She trusted me, with all her mights, she helped. Yes, I thank her for all these. Although we didn't text one another daily but whenever we are on the phone or meet up, we felt so close together. This closeness, is special. I am looking forward to meet up with her tomorrow. I love you.

I also remember, this fine lady is my desk partner for 2 years. Whenever I was in doubt, she never fail to guide me through. When the whole world looked down on me, she was there to help me and proved the others wrong. Her sweet gesture had never fail to brighten up my day. She will always send me little notes and gifts, it's all filled with love. We walked through together pretty much though I just knew you 3 years back. We did quarrelled before but well, we got attracted back again. Whenever she's around, I felt that support is with me and I will do well. She actually came down all the way to TP to give me breakfast on Monday as she said it's my first paper in TP while she didn't have to go school that day. I was shocked but nevertheless, I appreciate it. Looking forward to meet you on Saturday and a catching-up session, don't you? Love you!

Last but not least, my true friend, my best buddy and my lover. For years, he had always been there for me. From a senior-junior relationship till now, I've planned to give my future to him. He had been great! He was there for me whenever I need help during my Secondary School day. Maybe it is just that coincident, but whenever I need someone for advices and suggestions, he is there. Even till now, nothing changes. He had been great, no words can explain what I want to say to him. Just hoping that he won't get irritated by me and I will be his one day. I love you, baby.

To me, true friends need not a bunch. Just one or two will do. True friends need not say out. The love and miss you have, need not often say out but in our heart, we knew it ourselves. I love them. They are the ones I will treasure.

Xoxo,
JANICE.

Back.

2010-05-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

I am back and cutting myself some slack from my busy life-style. Gonna cut it as short as I can as I am so sleepy!

Just got home not long from meeting baby after his ATC. He seems so tired and yet accompany me round and round. Thank you so much, love. Hope he didn't get bullied too much and enjoyed his last ATC much.

Losing 2 family members in just a month doesn't feel good. Nobody wants it to happen but I guess it is just life. You will go as how you came. Eventually, everyone will have to leave this world one day for either the good or bad. After attending the wakes and all, I've learnt to treausre each and everyday wisely. You wouldn't know will you actually pull through for the next day or rather the very next minute. If you did, be grateful and live life to the fullest.

Term test dates are out. Shall study hard for it and persue on my dream. It will not come to me but I will have to work hard in order to get it. Nothing is much more important to me than studies, bf and family.

Alright, shall update more next week.
xoxo,
JANICE.

Shouldn't think too much. Silly thoughts made me feel insane.

Updates

2010-05-15T23:03:00.007+08:00

I know I've not been blogging for a long time. School is really busy for me. Test after test, meetings after meetings, revision after revision. Alright, shall just do a simple and quick update before I am back to hit my books again.
Fyi, I am blogging with my new laptop.

MOTHER'S DAY
Celebrated Mother's Day with maternity side. This is the gift I bought for mommy. Baby bought the same thing for his mom too. It is a massager whereby you can change 6 modes and place on the neck. Comfortable.

The ice-cream cake shared within me and my cousin. (:

2nd's aunt, grandma and mommy.

This is my cute mom. HAHA!

Hope they had a wonderful small celebration. (:

15th May 2010

Went out with baby in the afternoon. Head over to baby's place to wait for him as he need to do his house chores before heading out. Went to have a walk and dinner. We headed down to Plaza Singapura as I needed to check the availability of my phone. After which, we headed to Just Acia to have dinner. First time baby been to there and first time we are having dinner there.

After dinner, we headed back to Hougang Mall and played Acarde. We weren't in the luck though. After which, took 119 back to my place.

Baby helped me with my laptop functions and yes, we camwhored using the webcam from my lappy. It is so fun luhh. HAHA!

Isn't this pig cute? It's Mr Low Kai Xun. ^..^ oink oink.

Thanks baby for spending the time with me though he is having a bad neck-ache. Really hope he will recover fast. And yes, he said that my little brother should be name as "林苍萤". Well, it's an inside joke though. (:

Alright, here I am introducing my new laptop ans new phone.

Fujitsu SH650W

Nokia E72, Topaz Brown.

Love them ttm!

Alright, back to books and I am going to attend a funeral later on.

Will try to updare as often as I can from now.

Xoxo,

Janice.